Wednesday, December 30, 2009

FINAL CHEMO ROUND - KO

I cannot even explain the emotions still running through me! It's OVER! Can you believe it?!? I left that office building and as soon as I took a breath of fresh air I screamed at the top of my lungs! (If any of you have ever sat by me at a basketball or football game, you know I am loud!) But, this...this was louder than ever before! Ask my sister-in-law, Vick, because the poor thing was on the phone with me at the time. As we were getting into the vehicle, Nurse Sherry opened a window in the clinic and asked if I could do that one more time because they did not hear me very well inside.

I sit here with goosebumps, tears welling, hands shaking...WE DID IT!!! The Chemo is OVER! I am thrilled! I am strong! I am a BELIEVER! I will continue to ask for guidance, strength, and courage as we head into the next rounds of this fight.

Monday was almost an information overload because lots of decisions will be made in the next few weeks. I see Dr. Silva, the oncologist surgeon, on Tuesday, January 5th, 2010. We will discuss the surgery at that time. Dr. AJ is considering me for a breast cancer survivor study. Lots and lots of things going on. I am ready to finish this fight!

Thank You! Thank You! Your support is unbelievable! Do me a favor...TRUST IN THE LORD!

16 comments:

  1. There has never been a doubt in my mind that you would come out with THE KO!! Prayers continue your way and we will Trust in the Lord! Many blessings to you as we enter 2010!!! XOXOXO Alena, Kent & Girls

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  2. WOW, you are absolutely amazing! You are an inspiration for anyone who has to go through this crap! You did it and what a wonderful job you did! I thank the lord for your wonderful attitude, family, friends and most of all husband and kids! I know they all helped you get through this. Keep your chin up and know that we are here for you as you get ready to start your next part of the this journey! The Beast is sorry he ever messed with you:) Fr. Emil Kapaun, Please KO the Beast and HEAL my baby Sis COMPLETELY, AMEN!!! Remember, THINK GOOD THOUGHTS, I LOVE YOU TO THE MOON AND BACK!!!!! Your Favorite Sis

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  3. That's the way to go girl! Scream to the rooftops. Your deserve to. I'm continuing to send lots of love and prayers your way as you continue your journey. You'll complete this fight and win the battle. I have no doubt. Also, sending love to Dan, Malia, Maggie and Bo with lots of prayers for them too. Love you bunches, Aunt Liz

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  4. Victory Is Yours! Take it... run with it... and with it SCREAM to your heart's content! You did it! I can't help but sit here and sob after reading this latest blog... not sure if it's because I'm so proud of you I can't hardly stand it, or if it's because I'm sleep deprived... probably a combo of both. I can see you standing outside the office just screaming at the top of your lungs, like you do at Dan's football games, I can only imagine the emotions that are running through you right now. You have so much to be thankful for and so much to be proud of. May GOD continue to give you strength, but ALSO give you a sound mind in making the next decisions very carefully alongside with Dan and Dr. Silva. Now go and finish this beast off, bring home the KO. We will all be waiting ring-side. I love you, Dan and the kids soososossoosososoooo much! Fr. Emil Kapaun, Please heal Mary from this beast!! AMEN!

    Love you, Lou

    P.S. Popo, please keep your baby girl close these next few weeks... she's going to need you. Love you!

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  5. Thank you Mary for reminding me to "Trust in the LORD". Praise God this round is over and you have made it. We pray as you make the decisions in the next few weeks, God will direct you and show you His will, His strength and His Peace. God Bless you and your family.
    The Bracken's, Praying without ceasing for you all.

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  6. Gary and Barb SchieberDecember 30, 2009 at 8:14 PM

    Mary, We are so proud of you!! SO glad that you're through with the chemo!!!! God bless you and the family. Much love to you, Dan and the kids! Here's to a New Year filled with refreshed hope, new healing and continued life and love. You're always in our thoughts and prayers! Lovingly, Gary, Barb and Kelsi

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  7. Hey Mary,
    CONGRATULATIONS, YEAH, and AMEN to all you said! You have done great and your faith and strength will get you thru the next round. May God guide you as he did me to make the best decisions and if you need anything, please let me know. Happy New Year as this will be a good one for you!
    Sue

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  8. What a great way to start the new year... chemo D-U-N! I know you will make it through the next steps and continue your fight with your head held high! I wore your shirt to work on Sat and thought of you. I hope Santa brought you everything you wished for and I hope 2010 brings more smiles and peace than any year to date! Sending lots of love, prayers, and sunshine to all of you!
    Love you bunches-
    Doc

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  9. Mary,
    Congratulations on your last chemo treatment. I truely believe you will come out the winner in this battle. Your faith will pull you through. I do believe in miracles and in the work of the Lord. God Bless you and keep you.

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  10. Congrats to you finishing with chemo! You have been in all our thoughts and prayers and will continue to be so. 2010 is going to be a great year...Keep the faith! Happy New Year to you and your family! Take care, Barb W.

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  11. Mare Dog,
    I am so happy for you!!!! And your attitude is an inspiration to everyone! Stay strong and Fight Like a Girl!!!! Prayers will continue in 2010 as you start the next step of this fight.

    Love ya,
    Checkers

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  12. What a STRONG woman!!! I'm so proud of you.
    Every post brings tears to my eyes as I know you are fighting with everything you have. You are right, TRUST IN THE LORD and HE WILL LEAD YOU. Know I am still praying for you and your recovery. Congrats on the last Chemo and know the next stages will only get better!!! Hugs coming your way and ONE BIG PUNCH from Kansas.
    Toni

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  13. Happy New Year Mary, Dan, Malia, Maggie, and Bo. May 2010 bring you lots of success and good news as you continue your journey to completely conquer the "beast". I'll be saying lots of extra prayers on Tuesday as you, Dan and the doctors make decisons regarding the next steps towards your victory. Know that you are loved. Aunt Liz

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  14. Happy New Year to all and Happy Birthday to Mags! Praying for continued strength and courage as you head into a fresh year. Wishing you all the best. Love you bunches. Diane

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  15. Mary,
    I am soooo excited for you! God bless you and your family in 2010. I know that 2010 will be nithing but victory in every area of your life. Please know how much you are loved and admired ! Hugs and prayers
    Sharon and Tim

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  16. Mary you are so amazing! I am so proud of you! Keep up the great work and know we are all still behind you 100%. Thank you for sharing your faith with all of us. We love you and wish you the best in 2010! Hugs and Prayers Always. Love, Mollee, Mike, Merric and McCain

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