Thursday, December 17, 2009

Round 14 Chemo - KO

Praise the Lord! Two to Go! I have been overwhelmed this week and a little panic stricken because the end is near. My excitement turned to panic and doubt and fear. I needed to talk through it with family and friends, and most importantly, I needed to offer up the new emotions to my God. I am officially in his hands, with all my prayer warriors surrounding me and assisting me!

Thank You! Thank You! I am ready to finish strong!

10 comments:

  1. God Bless your Heart! I know you are scared just waiting to find out what is going on inside you and what your next step will be! You are doing an AMAZING job! I remember when Dr. Doolittle told me that I didn't have to have the last Chemo treatment and I was devastated, why go that far and then just forget the last treatment? He assured me that my counts were not where they needed to be and the last treatment wasn't going to decide if I were to KO the beast or have to keep fighting! You have to trust your Dr. and the Lord, they will make all the RIGHT decisions to keep you safe! Remember, I offered myself up to God every treatment and told him I was ready to go see him, but was he ready for me? I have ALOT of questions for him and the list is getting ALOT longer! You keep your chin up and keep handing out punches, I am so PROUD of you and know that the Beast is getting very weak and will soon give up this fight! Fr. Emil Kapaun, PLEASE KO THE BEAST AND HEAL MY BABY SIS COMPLETELY, AMEN! I Love you to the Moon and Back! Your Favorite Sis

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  2. Keep your faith. We are behind you every step of the way. Love you lots, Kellie, Dave, Maddie, Aidan, and Ethan

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  3. Keep fightin' Mary, you're almost there! You've been nothing but amazing through this, God is definately with you, as are all of us! The Hiltons

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  4. Keep looking Up Mary. You have come so far and you are seeing results. Do not weaken because God is our strength. Give it all to Him, He knows without a doubt your heart!!
    God Bless you, we are still praying without ceasing. Have a wonderful week and two more treatments to pray through. You go girl!
    The Bracken's

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  5. "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me." Philippians 4:13
    You have been so strong, you can do it. We are all behind you and praying like crazy! Stay positive!

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  6. God love you Mary and be assured that I do. I'm continuing to send lots of love, support and prayers your way for you, Dan, and the little ones. You will win this battle. Aunt Liz

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  7. Mary, I pray that God will wrap his arms around you in comfort and calm your spirit. We continue to pray for you and your family! Knock'em out girl! Cristi and Family

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  8. Mary Keep up the good fight. Our prayers are that you will win in the end.

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  9. Mary,
    I know that you will win this fight. You have been an amazing picture of faith in action. That spirit of fear can't stand in the face of faith. "Greater is He who is in you, than he who is in the world." God bless you and I am praying that The Comforter will calm your anxious spirit . Love you Mary, almost there!!!

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  10. Thinking of you ... my heart goes out to you.

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